they say september babies are:::

::have abstract thoughts. * i agree hehe
::Loves reality and abstract. **ofcorz
::Intelligent and clever.** slight agree
::Changing personality. **if in need haha
::Attractive. *true!!
::Sexiest out of everyone.** YEAH~!!
::Temperamental. ** nah.. am very calm
::Quiet, shy and humble.** im not quiet hehe not that shy but im humble heheh
::honest and loyal.*** sure i am
::Determined to reach goals. ** ofcorz
::Loves freedom. **yeshiesssshhh!!
::Rebellious when restricted. ** nah am not a rebel lol
::Loves aggressiveness. ** define agressive?
::Too sensitive and easily hurt. **siguro
::Gets angry really easily but does not show it. **nah im not a angry person
::Dislikes unnecessary things.* sometimes
::Loves making friends but rarely shows it.** do love friends and shows it
::Horny. ** hahahaha
::Daring and stubborn. ** i guess but not that stubborn
::Ambitious. ** ofcorz
::Realizing dreams and hopes. ** most of the time
::Sharp.* and clear eh?
::Loves entertainment and leisure.*** do love them.. and shopping
::Romantic on the inside not outside. ** yes yes yes
::Superstitious and ludicrous. ** uhuh uhuh
::Spendthrift.** ehahhh
::Tries to learn to show emotions. ** nah i do show my emotions so i dont have to learn eh??

hahah wats the point of this neways?? nada.. hhahaha actually ahm a september baby.. which is most of them are true but few of them are stir.. lmao..

panu ba yan bertdei ku nah..

shux am gona be 21 f*ck f*ck f*ck hehehe

my namimiss ako... pag bertdei ku

pero my mahal ako buong buhay ko...
si nat yuon hahaha

rain rain go away...

thank god classes wer suspended.. yaikes.. haha wont be able to see ms. becares and no textile class, plus no sir salvatus hehe... eh? cool prof btw *_* tot would be a bum day, woke up at 8 and found out that nat is on his way to school which i texted him earlier that dont go to school cuz its raining hard... still pumasok padin.. *_* newayz babs ah hope ya feelin well.. havent seen ya in a while.. pagaling ka ha? hehehe luvyah *_* uhmm.. so there we ate lunch, oh i ate lunch alone cuz i fell asleep again hehehe which why my sister and her classmates had already eaten lunch.. darn.. well i always eat alone.. *sobs* loner hahahah ..

at around 3 we decided to pick up our orders @ ate cathy's office in greenhills and on our way there it rained so hard.. like soo hard eh? lmao.. tas we bought 2 cute bling bling's hehehe hello kitty and mickey mouse.. soo cute promise.. lol

tas.. we went to the optical at around 6 claimed mah new contact lens and michaels oakley specs. i was so hungry nah that my sister and her friends grabbed some balot and eated like its so yummy.. eee... well its my first time and it did not succeeded hehe.. i cracked the top and saw the white thing.. eee.. then i saw the lil chick.. i got scared haha.. so my 1st time was un successful heheh..T_T

aun.. we decided to eat dinner at rob sa bacolod chicken inasal and ordered lotza foods.. patay gutom kami.. haha hindi naman we were just hungry.. after that our finale.. our day wouldnt end without dining at ice monster.. hehe yey yey yey!!! tsarap ice monster .. watermelon *YUM**

ayun.. we went home.. tas im so bloated.. feel sick eatin too much food..


diet mode nah

*_*

update update

been gone for quite sometime heheh.. geez for like a month this page is gettin pretty boring, good thing i have justine, martin, dudutz and the others that keep on messin up this blog of mine. hahaha peace to you guys! but im happy that you people are always upated with my life.. though u guys dont do this things.. hahah so how much do i owe you na bah? tumaas na talent fee?
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anyways.. lam is not lam if she doesnt make kwento of her lifelings! well why am i awake at the middle of the night.. i dont know cant sleep and im textin mah babs.. wonderin who is he? he's the love of my life heheh naks. we've been together for two months.. tat was yesterday yikeeee sweet hehe..
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iv been paid to design a yearly book sumthin sumthin for optometry thing and i wish this would come out good.. *cross fingers*
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NEWS FLASH: i got friggin stye on my eye.. sux big time..
and my eyes sore like shit.... hahah im just exaj on things.
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wana see my new pixies with my babs.. here it is

and i have to bounce bye

seventeen

We have been together for a while
but i still love your touch
and the way you talk
yours eyes ,
yours smile
Your love is nothing short of divine
sending shivers down my spine.
And though our love is tried and true,
every day,
I'll keep loving you!

i love u always babs..

why do we love ba?

so we can have somebody to talk to?
someone who can be there pag gusto natin gumala?
a person na pwedeng manlibre satin?
taong magbibitbit ng gamit mo?
JHULALAY for short!

eh pano kung di ka nya mahal? would you still love him/her?
would you still continue to care for that person?
bakit naman hinde?
you didnt love that person para magkaroon ka ng alalay,
magkaroon ka ng instant meal dahil libre,
taong gagawa ng assignments mo or projects,
or taong mahihila mo if you want to go out...

if thats what you think about love well sorry ang BABAW mo!

loving a person doesn't need to have a criteria na dapat maganda o guwapo, dapat mabait or understanding,
kasi once you fall inlove you take the risk of accepting dat person kahit maingay sya matulog, yung hilik ng hilik
kahit matakaw sya o sobrang fat na hindi kayo kasya pag puno ang jeep! kahit sobrang moody nya na kulang na lang ay sapakin mo sa inis!
yung sobrang selosa/seloso na pati barkada pinagseselosan.. badtrip diba? and yung napaka-arte OA kung baga!
o kahit ano pang things that would turn you off...
hirap tlaga magmahal trying to be PERFECT kase gusto mong magtagal pero hindi yun ang sagot sa lahat...
ACCEPTING the real person fully
kase if you said na mahal mo sya you dont need to find answers kung bakit mo sya mahal...
kase lahat ng tao nagbabago but if you accept that person magbago man sya in the middle of your relationship hindi ka masasaktan kase you know that darating din yun.. tsaka tanggap mo sya ng buo... mahirap gawin pero masarap subukan dahil wala ng sasaya pa if you let one person feel na MAHAL NA MAHAL mo sya without asking 4 anything in return...
then you can say wow un pla ang LOVE!

Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect. It means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections....

mithi mode -tama ba spelling?

uhmm not sure if tat was the right spellin of mithi .. ehehe sowee ja! But you urbley rock my world lmao well not just mah world but everyone in the myrics was like OMG she’s so galing! Hahahah naks!! Kakaiba.. at first my ears are bleeding cause of the unwanted noisy trashy band who played.. heheh im bein exaggerated in here. Sori hahah peyce mhen! So sad I wasn’t able to finish Georgia’s songs cause my cousin was already there to pick me up already.. sucks right.. pero the catch was.. I enjoyed bein there.. well iv got mah fella sweetness friends namely stash, Carla, princess, paul, marky, and juvy.. hehe oh yeah I forgot the catch.. did i? ang gulo ko haha.. another group showed up and I don’t want to name names.. hahaha and yea one of them was *toot* I guess everyone who supports my blog knows his name.. the undying moment of bliss came again… darn he sat beside me.. my heart pounds so fast. He is here OMG!! My moment of misery changed the undying bliss.. shikes.. I wish that we were alone, and that he would talk to me and I don’t know.. darn darn darn Y&!%&$@(!#*&@) why am I writing this stuff? That I know you read this once in a while.. pero still you don’t even care.. waaa im supah dupah martyr when it comes to you… can someone hit me on mah head so I could wake up on this unending nightmare.. am I so compulsive when it comes to you? Why?? Ur not even hot nor popular haha.. I have no words to hit yar friggin lil face.. fuck!! I cant even say bad things bout you.. whats this???? This is wrong… you are making it wrong!! You are wrong! Haha I suck.. im sleepy and hungry..

weird… this post sucks.. right? Aahahaha I should get some sleep so I could watch pautakan tom.

Yeah go PAUTAKAN!!
Btw marky you look so cute when u sleep.. can u sleep forever.. waaaa kiddin dude.. hahaha

And cut!

ive grown tired and shining for someone whose glance was never mine...

so much words are running thru my mind. its gona explode. been thinking lately, been crying and for that my stomach always hurt.they say that everything happens for a reason. well if thats true i dont want to be the reason.. but it ended that i am a reason. or mybe not? i dont know, i DONT WANT TO KNOW!

have you ever got hurt by someone at the second time around? yeah i know you may think that "ang tanga mo, niloko ka na nga dati nagpaloko ka na naman ulit!" i thought it wont happen, but it did.

a week a go twas really smooth, sumthin came up that i have to work with someone that i never dream of bein with again. things are SMOOTH, that it became so slippery and i fell.

why its so easy for you to say what you feel? did you ever alteast thought of what i felt for you? no idea right? just knew when i told ya about it. and yea you took advantage of my feelings? no? everybody se so? i know you would say "hindi totoo yan, nilam" then tell me.

scared people would know what we have done? what have you told me? where we went? why? scared of the rumors? i have so many questions, but non of them wer answered. and after what you did silently ur tellin me that we are friends? worst! "please dont let them know about this" gawd.. i want to be mad, i want to slap yar face or kick yar ass but i cant. cuz my heart is tellin me not to. sick heart SICK! im tired. my heart is tired. i dont want to fight nemore.

my heart is crying out loud. cant you hear it? you cant even look at my eyes. scared? cuz u know uv done sumthin. sumthin that hurts me...
i still want to love even though it sucks. but love doesnt love me back.

i pray at night that one day god would take all my pains away..

so as my friend jonathan..
>btw thnx for bein there when i am drownin...

blogging

hmmm i should keep myself busy again.. not that im not busy with school but i should have sumthin to do when i cant sleep at night and i just want to.... i dont know.. ohwels its cheer mania todai.. not that im one of the pep..lmao i should keep goin i have to keep on track with the pixies para cute ehehe..
goodluck CFAD people.especially to paul nacu and juvy sioson.. ahahah full name basis toh!!

later nlng ulet..

Backstreetboys live @araneta

This was like a dream concert for me...i totally enjoyed the concert!! cant stop smiling...the colisuem was like 85-90% filled...haaay...ang sarap ng feeling seeing them after 10 years of waiting...oh well...OMG i just have to say that BRIAN is so HOT he looks really gwapo in pink shirt and he's totally makulit and all.. seems to be a sweet guy.. shikes *ilovebrian*

they were wearing shirt and jeans only...but it was so cool especially the time when they sang all i have to give...my heart melts! i called tasha and i was like screaming. i have the full vid coverage of the concert ! hahaha..

the bouncer was like "youre not allowed to video the concert" i was like HELLO!! i was just taking picture lang noh!! naka tri-pod kasi ako hehehe.. feeling camera man..

oh yeah sweetness sila cuz they thank the BSB Fans for KEEPIN' THE BACKSTREET PRIDE ALIVE FOR 13 years! Whew!

here's a rundown of the concert..


1. The Call
2. My Beautiful Woman
3. More Than That
4. Crawling Back to You?
5. Shape of My Heart
6. The One
7. I Still
8. I Want It That Way
9. Show Me the Meaning of Being Lonely
10. Larger THan Life
11. Song from Never Gone album
12. All I have To Give ----> they were so cute dancing to the song! especially the infamous hat thingy!
13. As Long as You Love Me
14. I'll Never Break YOur Heart

*after the song Nick and AJ asked us to sing Happy Birthday...AJ said it was his birthday last Jan. 9 and requested if we could sing Happy Birthday as well to one of the crew members (I think that was the guitarist..correct me if I'm wrong)..I thought it was for Nick, but it wasn't! haha!

15. I Just Want You To Know
16. Never Gone
17. Drowning
18. Quit Playing Games
19. Song from Never Gone album
20. Incomplete


I thought it was over...but then people were chanting, MORE! MORE! hehe...and then they came out..I was clueless as to what will be their last song, until we heard the intro of...EVERYBODY!!! Sobrang saya! I can't describe the feeling! I will never forget this concert, EVER!

a total dream come true ever!!

i know some says its a lil lame.. i dont care!!
i love them so much

im a big fan of BSB

especially brian

i hart you

~lam

blogthigs~~

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

You're a Playful Kisser

Kissing is a huge game for you, a way to flirt and play You're the first one to suggest playing spin the bottle at a party Or you'll go for the wild kiss during a game of truth or dare And you're up for kissing any sexy stranger if the mood is right!

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Your Kissing Purity Score: 37% Pure

You're not one to kiss and tell... But word is, you kiss pretty well.

Kissing Purity Test

isaw..

i think im gonna vomit**
nakakain lang naman ako ng 6 na isaw. *yum* thanx to carla's isawan neighbor. ahihi*
bum* no class tom and im bein senti again.. huwai kaya...
urghh.. been tamad lately. well i hate my schedule tapos yung mga people na i was expecting to understand me are the one na makitig un utak. ewan ko ba. i miss someone tuloy. *sigh*
its hard to pretend noh? why do you have to pretend ba... para hindi ako masaktan? hindi ba mas masakit un. ay ewan. basahin mo man ito hindi mo rin maiintindihan. id even know if u care at all. numb.yea thats the perfect word for you. i give up. hindi pa nga kita nakakasama ngkakaganito na. pano pa? ay ewan talaga. para kang isaw.. dalawang klase. un sa manok at sa baboy. kung hindi ka masuget supah sweet mo naman. pero dont expect me to understand u always. hindi naman tayo parehas ng pananaw sa buhay eh. im trying to understand you. are u trying to understand me ba? or u just get pissed off when i say sumthin that you dont like. nak nang. ako ba nagrereklamo? kung mag reklamo man ako parang wala lang diba? ewan talaga...

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ill blog later nalang.

untitled ~~

long overdue..
im supposed to do my paper but im not in the mood. i have a sty, my left eye hurts and i look ugly darn. i wear shades and its raining. makes no sense right? darn sty die die die!!!! my doctor sez it would be gone in 3 days. no it cant be. next week im goin to subic and cream how am i goin to party when i have this thing on my eye. *cry* ohwell i have to find a better shades for that event**

seems wrong. how can u be happy if someone isnt happy bout sumthin... should i care? or does he care of what other people feels.. cant do nethin.. im like million miles away, so what if i care? he couldnt feel it newayz or whatever! well im not the one he is expecting so why bother.

this is wrong.

i should do my paper about my manerisms.. or who i looked like my dad or my mom/?.. darn psyco ..darn prof .. lets smoke cigz nalang after class so we'll be cool.. *araaite*

peycee**

its nat's birthday! darn u suck!!! manlikbre ka ksi nalala ko birthday mo!!!
(*don't react! it not what u think! i dont love him okai!! just greeted him off *pffft)

its pauls beeedeeii nah!! yeheeyy beach!! beachh!! beachhhH!!! sa subic weeeee!!!

paskuhan na rin sa uST!! punta kayooo!!

lie.. *sigh*

Lie: simple: To convey a false image or impression.

i hate people when they lie. to be fair enough i do lie sometimes. but i consider them white lies. ahaha
well i lie too. i admit it. pero sometimes dont you think that when you lie, u tend to hurt someone. what if you lied to the one that you love or the one who really loves you? its hard to explain. theres so much things thats runnin in my mind.
-school stuff
-missin home for 3 days and school
-redesign popsicle package
-ad prac papers
-funerals
and worst iv been drinking coke for 3 nights. urgh i know its bad for me. i cant help it.
-my Tito died last week cause of a heart cancer.. uhh i guess? on the 3oth of nov lilibing na sya.
again- my Uncle died yesterday, cause: liver cancer. scary right?!

dang! i forgot about the lie thing! ahaha back to my friggin story. as i was saying i hate it when you lie. you know who you are?!! im not mad actually just hurt. its like your makin a fool out of yourself. or ur foolin me around. dang i dont want that to happen to meeh.

my sister told me not to be fooled by you. i cant help it. your makin me crazy.
-by your words
-your actions
-the way you talk
-your smile
-and the way u kiss
dang! im crazy as hell!!

if you do love me, please dont lie. or if you cant stop lying, then stop saying that you love me, its makin me sad. and it makes me cry again. you told me that you dont want to see my tears fallin from my eye. but what are you doing? ur the reason why these tears fall. you know that.

i know alot of girls really liked you. and i know u liked them too. im here and your there, i cant do anything, im just here to wait, listen to your words, hope, and believe that one day that love that you are tellin me is really true and it comes from ur heart.

-tears fall from my eye

kinidnap cellphone ko =S

lame day! soo lame that my sister txted me that she lost my phone. wtf! yeah i freaked out, nah its a little exaj ahihi.. i just felt bad cuz i love that phone so much because its really special.. people close to me knows why. ITO pa my yung other phone ko binahayan ng langgam TAKE NOTE: red anTS urgh!! they thought siguro na dance floor ang LCD ng phone ko, would you beliv more or less 5 ata ang ants na un.. grosss ...
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my mom gave me a neclace kanina *yipee sweetness noh? it has my name on it.. just sux cuz lahat capitalized tama ba un. parang manly mashado... hehe *peyyceee mom*
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im having allergies cuz of the magazines i bought sa recto. pero would u beliv 25 bucks per mag, yeah i know its old still its international. yey* well i bought those cuz of ad prac, still thinking what product to choose. hummm?!!!
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well its getting late, HAHAH im feeling tired, havnt slept good last night, cuz of the phone siguro.. haii =S kinidnanp phone ko.. sux pah! the key to my locker is there, and un inarbor ko kay chie na phone handle nandun.. sigh*
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yey* im excited im going to Iloilo, well its for a cause, hah! actually my uncle died (sumalangit na ang kanyang kaluluwa) so there...
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its tina's birthday later nov. 24 **HAPPY BIRTHDAY GURL!**
on nov 26 its maries bday **ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE**
pati rin si tracy sa 26 *NAKNANG IPOD NANO YAN!! HAHA

well, im kinda feelin down... cuz of the songs iv been playing lately.. 1998 fever.. yeah! code red, nsync, 98 degrees, bsb, and spice girls!
ahahaha

*peyyceee*

hurtin inside

i really miss you ..

i wish i could talk to you...

i wish we could see each other...

i miss ur voice...

i miss everything about you...

pag ng lalaugh ka,pag niaasar mo ako...

nag take ako ng chances with you

cuz u told me hindi mo ako sasaktan.

mag grabe un ginagawa mo now....

im still waiting for you....

i gues i love you that much..

and it hurts soo bad

*cry*

26 Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do

1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.

2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.

3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence.

4. Give you the remote control during the game.

5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.

6. Play with your hair.

7. His hands always find yours.

8. Be cute when he really wants something.

9. Offer you plenty of massages.

10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.

11. Never run out of love.

12. Be funny, but know how to be serious.

13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.

14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.

15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.

16. Smile a lot.

17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you.

18. Appreciate you.

19. Help others out.

20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.

21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching.

22. Sing, even if he can't.

23. Have a creative sense of humor.

24. Stare at you.

25. Call for no reason.

26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs - just because he loves u that much to quit it.

**its so sweet to know that theres someone out there that do these things to a girl... *SIGH* i wish there was...

***nakakainlove noh?

mahal kita? ikaw mahal mo ba ako?

magmahal? oo marunong ako non ikaw marunong ka?! my sister is right, karma do come twice as bad.. f*ck! sa buhay kong ito naranasan ko magmahal, makasakit ng damdamin at masaktan ng lubusan. pero ano nga ba ang pinaka masarap na naramdaman ko? siguro ang magmahal. ilang beses na ako ngmahal pero ano nagyari? wala dumating din sa hiwalayan. masarap ang feeling pag nagmahal ka, tipong bibigyan ka ng bulaklak, chocolates, ittext ka, tatawagan ka sa cell kahit alam mong wala na syang load, hahatid ka sa bahay, anu pa lahat ng pinaka masayang bagay andun na, pero bakit ganun kung kelan ka masaya andun naman ang oras na kailangan mo masaktan. oo aaminin ko ako ay nakasakit ng tao, ilang beses na hindi na maibilang, hindi ko naman sinasadya yon.. siguro dala lang nang panahon o dala lang ng pagmamahal ko. ewan, noon madaling sabihin na mahal mo ang isang tao, madaling sabihin na gusto mo sya, at madaling magkunware. paano ko nasabi yon? nagawa ko eh. ang sama diba? alam ko kaya ko nga itinigil eh, nung tipong kailangan ko na makipghiwalay doon ko lang naramdaman na mahal ko nga sya. ang tanga noh? o talagang sadyang ganun ang magmahal? sa lahat na naging boyfriend ko ay ako ang nakikipag break, ewan takot lang siguro ako iwan o unahan, at lalong takot makasama ka ng habang buhay at takot ako masaktan.. kaya ako ba ang nanakit ng damdamin? noong mga oras na iyon hindi ko pa alam ang halaga ng pag-ibig.
dumating ang oras, nagmahal ulit ako, naging masaya, oo sobrang saya na tipong siya na ang kinikilala kong mundo. ang sarap magmahal na alam mong mahal ka din nya. magmahal nang higit pa sa buhay mo? ito na ata ang pinaka karma ko. masaktan ng lubusan. pagkatapos ko manakit ng damdamin ng ibang tao, damdamin ko naman ang nasasaktan. pero hindi sila, kundi sya. oo sya ang taong unang nanakit ng damdamin ko. sabi nila matutong magparaya. ginawa ko, hindi ko kinaya. masakit mawalan ng taong sobra mong minahal sa sandaling panahon? sadyang mapaglaro ang panahon, kung kailan ka na umibig saka naman ikaw ay masasaktan, oo natuto na ako, natutong magpahalaga ng pagmamahal. pero huli na kung kelan wala na siya. kung kelan hindi na pwedeng maibalik un dati. ang sarap umiyak pero para saan pa? wala naman halaga diba? oo merong hinanakit dito sa loob ko, masakit magpatawad mahirap makalimot. kalimutan na ang sakit pero ang pagmamahal na nabuo ang hirap kalimutan. paano? turuan mo ako? kasi masakit tong nararamdaman ko?! hindi ko na kayang makita ka, makatabi ka, makausap ka na hindi bukal sa aking kalooban. bakit? ayaw kong mahulog ng sobra sa taong alam kong hindi na kayang ibigay un nakaraan. buhay nga naman sadyang napaka lupit.

pinaparusahan na ata ako. kung kailan naman ako nagmahal ulit, ako na ang nasasaktan. opo masakit, masakit pala.. sana wag mo sakin gawin to, pagod na ang puso ko masaktan,pagod magmahal, pagod umiyak.

ikaw, oo ikaw. alam mong mahal kita, sana wag mo gawing biro ito, wag mo nalang sabihin na mahal mo ako na alam naman natin na niloloko mo lang ako. masakit, hindi mo lang alam o sadyang manhid ka lang. wag mong gawin ito hindi mo lang alam mas doble ang balik sayo. tingnan mo ako ngayon sawi, pinaparusahan ng taghana dahil sa pag papabaya, sa pag babalewala, sa pananakit ng damdamin ng iba. at sa huli sa ang puso ko mismo ang nasaktan.

mahal kita. ikaw? mahal mo ba ako?

"Turn down the lights, turn down the bed Turn down these voices inside my head Lay down with me, tell me no lies Just hold me close, don't patronize Don't patronize me 'Cause I can't make you love me If you don't You can't make your heart feel something it won't Here in the dark in these final hours I will lay down my heart, and I'll feel the power But you won't, no you won't And I can't make you love me If you don't I'll close my eyes and then I won't see The love you do not feel, when you're holding me Morning will come, and I'll do what's right Just give me till then, to give up this fight And I will give up this fight And I can't make you love me if you don't You can't make your heart feel something it won't And here in the dark in these final hours I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power But you won't, no, you won't And I can't make you love me If you don't Ain't no use in you trying It's no good for me baby without love All my tears, all these years, everything I believed in Baby Oh yeah Someone's gonna love me"

halik

*whew* october 7,2005 our photo finals continues and that day was la naval's "halik" the continuation of 1 week feast. it was so solemn.. ever seen mary with such a beautiful dress and accessories. *total glam* well we went there not only for that but to document that feast... super dami ng tao.. *yikes* still its worth the sweat. me, michael and nikko was designated to take pictured beside the altar and seated at the brothers/choir section. well the best part there was im seated to this cute brother *blush* ahahah really he's one hot soon to be priest.. ahaha "father forgive me for what i have sinned" hahaha i really cant get my eyes of him.. stash told me that i should stop acting like that because im a temptation.. ahahah *hmmm* whahaha.. bad luck i havnt had a chance to know him.. may pagkakataon pa ako mamaya! yehey* ahahah well to continue :its 9 pm that night and its raining hard.. good thing my supah sister is there to pick me up so me and my other girlfriends joined in the car which the car can only occupy 5 plus the driver and guess what? 8 kami ahaha* the boys rode a jeep.. its 10 pm and we are still at quezon ave. stuck! flood is getting high and oh noh my sisters car is crying.. hahaha we passed many streets to avoid the flood but still metro manila is like a big rio grande with dirts and eekiii stuffz.. so we were like in lacson already. 30 mins stuck in traffic and its 12 am already.. we were tired and sleepy. but beside us there were people who passes by and they did not noticed that theres a whole so everyone who passed there fall and got soaked on the flood ahaha we laugh and laugh till another one passed and fell again.. but we nice people "kahit papano" when the third one passed we told them that there was this hole.. and blah blah.. we reached UST at arpund 1 am to drop jaja and anne and believe it or not the boys are the 1st one to arrive ahaha *ayos* and again our precious mother is calling us because she is worried.. so its time for us to go home and end my 1st stranded moment at ust.. *sayang* andun pa naman syah* sigh* ahahah so me, hema, ate ems, stash, carla and princess went home.. yeah they stayed for the night sa house.. *saya* oops xcept ate ems we dropped her at her pad cuz its near lang..

well i have to sleep cuz its a big day tomorrow.. yiheee
imah see brother cutiee *yikes*

mwah nanayt

creepy.. T_T

nagkayayan kanina. we went to p.noval to eat isaw (pig intestines) our afternoon ritual ika nga merienda.. me and carla went to the (monggo sprouts?) stand and eat some *yumm* after that we went back sa isawan to eat isaw.. duh* there were two men ordering scramble (pink colored icecrushed with choco syrup n powdered milk) okai that explains!? well to continue my friggin story... those 2 men nga.. one was talking behind my back that his friend wants my cellphone number and i was like *urghh hello i dont give out number noh!!* and he keeps on repeating it all over and i turned and told him AYOKO NGA! so he told me i"kung ayaw mo bigay sakanya, bigay mo nalang saakin" i was like HELLO???!! cant you understang AYOKO NGA!!! still he keep on buggin us.. then carla told the guy "ano ka ba my asawa na yan noh!" the guy told carla "wala akong pakealam, asawa lang naman yon eh!" i was like oh my god.. juvy is wispering to us that we should go.. i grabbed juvy's hand and we run... i was shocked... and scared.. *cry*
we went back to class and told the story to my friends they were like halika bugbugin naitin" well atleast im sare roit? *pheeww*

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today's big brother episode was so funny.... well i thought uma is gay.. well if he is he's still hot.. roit? and a total fashionista.. still im captivated with sam's smile *yikes* he is so gwapo.. he got good singing voice and a gymnast too?? ahahahah he fell after his 3rd rollin twisting moment ... then franzen loves to kisss as in everyone.. ahaha then became a froggie.. aww kawawa.. well today twas a funny day thanks to big brother!

lets vote raquel cuz i want cass to leave the house...

*peyceee*

Top Breakup Lines (and what they really mean)

It's not you, it's me. (It's not you - it's that new chick I've been seeing.)
It's nobody's fault. (It's everybody's fault - but mine!)
I need to find myself." (I need to lose you.)
It's just not working out. (My new boyfriend told me that it just wasn't working out between you and me.)
I love you, but I'm not in love with you. (I'm really very emotionally lazy and haven't the energy to feel anything right now.)
I love you. but I just can't live with you. (I love you but I just don't want to be limited to one sexual partner.)
We've grown apart. (Actually we grew together and I got cold-feet and slithered away.)
We want different things. (I want someone who can buy me a new car.)
I don't think we should see each other anymore. (I can't stand to look at you.)
I think we should just be friends (Can we still be f*ck-buddies?)
I'm still in love with my ex. (I'm in love with your ex.)
Our sun signs aren't compatible. (By the way, what sign are you?)
I love you like a brother (sister). (You totally turn me off in the bedroom area.)
You're a great guy, but... (....I'm looking for a jerk.)
I need to find myself. (I need to lose you.)
I need some space. (I have a hot date tonight, so get lost!)
I need some time. (I'll call you in about 63 years - then we can talk.)
Before I can be OK with us, I've got to be OK with me. (I have a hard time expressing my feelings. Get the fuck out of my house.)